When I can't sleep because my mind is racing, replaying mistakes that I've made, I always force myself to think of some of the wonderful events that I experienced!

Walking near The Waterfalls of Yosemite... Swimming in Butte Creek... The Hot Spring in Big Sur... The Grateful Dead Concert at Winterland the Night they made The Movie... I'm such a lucky person...

Recently, I've been Paying Attention to My Breathing... I take a Large Breath and say a word or two in my mind... then I Exhale and Complete the Concept... By Repeating these breaths I get a LOT of Oxygen in my Body... and Mind... Clear Thinking...

I often ask "What Should I Write?" or "What Should I Create in My ART PROGRAM."

Then... If an Idea Pops Up... I Get Up and turn on My Computer... and WRITE, DRAW or Whatever my Idea Required...

Other Things I Say While Doing Deep Breathing... "God, Keep Me Healthy" or "God, Help Me Talk to Aliens" or "God, Help Me Talk to Animals and Trees" or "God, Help Me Learn ESP" - It Would be Excellent If I Had the Talent to Move Objects Far away using only my mind... It Would be Excellent to Sabotage Trump's Airplane in the Middle of the Ocean...

I read somewhere that People Chant "OM" but I do Not Speak that Language and so that word is Meaningless to Me... So I Chant "God" because that's a word in English... I Say "God, God, God, God..."

Or "Open Your Mind" like the Movie Total Recall... That Phrase comes with a Visual Image.. Kuato... https://youtu.be/9ZorCgfpxhY?si=JeNLSretlGIyf0AA

Moonrise over the Pyramids

Moonrise Over The Pyramids - Javascript Pattern Art

UFO over Humboldt County

UFO over Humboldt County

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LINKS TO ZEN STORIES:

The Diamond Sutra for Sleep.
Buddhist Teachings & Stories for Deep Peace.


The Peace of Wanting Less
Sleep to Buddha's Teachings on Contentment

Hungry children do not learn well... Let's Simply Feed Children at School. Free Breakfast and Lunch. In a country as rich as the USA we ought to be able to feed our children.

They find it difficult to pay attention to anything other than their hunger... Just like all humans... 

One of the most evil things that Trump has done is to cut food stamps. Millions of children were getting fed by that program. I understand that billionaires need more tax cuts... But there ought to be a way to tax the rich and feed the poor.

One overlooked failure of the Trump food stamp program is that the grocery stores that depended on food stamp sales closed... They went out of business... Laying off Clerks, stockers, truck drivers... Everybody loses... And the farmers lose too... Increasing tariffs make it impossible to sell crops overseas... Reducing food stamps means that they don't sell as much food... DUH... This is a case of totally idiotic Trump policy...

Feed Children at School. Both breakfast and lunch. In a country as rich as the USA we ought to be able to feed our children.

the vast increase of poverty in the USA was caused by trumps insane war with Iran... And Trump's insane tariffs... He has caused the USA to be dramatically worse...

Trump's idiot tariffs - MEME


Republicans Are Dying Younger Than Democrats. WHY? Old Age, Bad Choices, Poverty and Guns. Here's a Simple Solution!

Become a Democrat, Green,  Libertarian or an Independent!  Then you will no longer be one of the early dying Republicans...


A More Practical Solution To Dying Young is to STOP Making Bad Choices... The Republican "Drug of Choice" is Alcohol... and Drinking Causes Brain Damage, Auto Accidents, Fistfights and Cirrhosis of the Liver... Simply Quit Drinking and That FOG in Your Brain Lifts... Ever Notice RUDE JULIE ANNA? He's a Classic Example of "WET BRAIN" a Lifetime of Drinking Alcohol has Left Him Unable to Think Clearly!

Republicans LOVE GUNS! Another Bad Choice! Did You Know that The Number One Cause of Death by Gunshot is SUICIDE? and the Number One Cause of Death for Children is GUNS... and Most Children that Die of Gunshots DIE AT HOME... The Republican Love of Guns is Killing Off Their Children!


WAKE UP meme by gvan42 

The Republican Party is
Doomed... DOOMED!

GOP is DOOMED meme - Futurama News

GOP=Crazy meme - Totally Pro Crime!

Republican Plan Fails again meme

Arrest Trump Again & Again & Again & Again - meme

Arrest Trump Again & Again & Again & Again - meme that fits the FaceBorg "My Story"

and now for something Completely Different... 




Calvin and Hobbes:
"Calvin? Calvin, sweetheart?"
In the darkness Calvin heard the sound of Susie, his wife of fifty-three years. Calvin struggled to open his eyes. God, he was so tired and it took so much strength. Slowly, light replaced the darkness, and soon vision followed. At the foot of his bed stood his wife. Calvin wet his dry lips and spoke hoarsely, "Did... did you.... find him?"
"Yes dear," Susie said smiling sadly, "He was in the attic."
Susie reached into her big purse and brought out a soft, old, orange tiger doll. Calvin could not help but laugh. It had been so long. Too long.
"I washed him for you," Susie said, her voice cracking a little as she laid the stuffed tiger next to her husband.
"Thank you, Susie." Calvin said.
A few moments passed as Calvin just laid on his hospital bed, his head turned to the side, staring at the old toy with nostalgia.
"Dear," Calvin said finally. "Would you mind leaving me alone with Hobbes for a while? I would like to catch up with him."
"All right," Susie said. "I'll get something to eat in the cafeteria. I'll be back soon."
Susie kissed her huband on the forehead and turned to leave. With sudden but gentle strength Calvin stopped her. Lovingly he pulled his wife in and gave her a passionate kiss on the lips. "I love you," he said.
"And I love you," said Susie.
Susie turned and left. Calvin saw tears streaming from her face as she went out the door.
Calvin then turned to face his oldest and dearest friend. "Hello Hobbes. It's been a long time hasn't it old pal?"
Hobbes was no longer a stuffed doll but the big furry old tiger Calvin had always remembered. "It sure has, Calvin." said Hobbes.
"You... haven't changed a bit." Calvin smiled.
"You've changed a lot." Hobbes said sadly.
Calvin laughed, "Really? I haven't noticed at all."
There was a long pause. The sound of a clock ticking away the seconds rang throughout the sterile hospital room.
"So... you married Susie Derkins." Hobbes said, finally smiling. "I knew you always like her."
"Shut up!" Calvin said, his smile bigger than ever.
"Tell me everything I missed. I'd love to hear what you've been up to!" Hobbes said, excited.
And so Calvin told him everything. He told him about how he and Susie fell in love in high school and had married after graduating from college, about his three kids and four grandkids, how he turned Spaceman Spiff into one of the most popular sci-fi novels of the decade, and so on. After he told Hobbes all this there was another pregnant pause.
"You know... I visited you in the attic a bunch of times." Calvin said.
"I know."
"But I couldn't see you. All I saw was a stuffed animal." Calvin voice was breaking and tears of regret started welling up in his eyes.
"You grew up old buddy." said Hobbes.
Calvin broke down and sobbed, hugging his best friend. "I'm so sorry! I'm so sorry I broke my promise! I promised I wouldn't grow up and that we'd be together forever!!"
Hobbes stroke the Calvin's hair, or what little was left of it. "But you didn't."
"What do you mean?"
"We were always together... in our dreams."
"We were?"
"We were."
"Hobbes?"
"Yeah, old buddy?"
"I'm so glad I got to see you like this... one last time..."
"Me too, Calvin. Me too."
"Sweetheart?" Susie voice came from outside the door.
"Yes dear?" Calvin replied.
"Can I come in?" Susie asked.
"Just a minute."
Calvin turned to face Hobbes one last time. "Goodbye Hobbes. Thanks... for everything..."
"No, thank you Calvin." Hobbes said.
Calvin turned back to the door and said, "You can come in now."
Susie came in and said, "Look who's come to visit you."
Calvin's children and grandchildren followed Susie into Calvin's room. The youngest grandchild ran past the rest of them and hugged Calvin in a hard, excited hug. "Grandpa!!" screamed the child in delight.
"Francis!" cried Calvin's daughter, "Be gentle with your grandfather."
Calvin's daughter turned to her dad. "I'm sorry, Daddy. Francis never seems to behave these days. He just runs around making a mess and coming up with strange stories."
Calvin laughed and said, "Well now! That sound just like me when I was his age."
Calvin and his family chatted some more until a nurse said, "Sorry, but visiting hours are almost up."
Calvin's beloved family said good bye and promised to visit tommorrow. As they turned to leave Calvin said, "Francis. Come here for a second."
Francis came over to his grandfather's side, "What is it Gramps?"
Calvin reached over to the stuffed tiger on his bedside and and held him out shakily to his grandson, who looked exactly as he did so many years ago. "This is Hobbes. He was my best friend when I was your age. I want you to have him."
"He's just a stuffed tiger." Francis said, eyebrows raised.
Calvin laughed, "Well, let me tell you a secret."
Francis leaned closer to Clavin. Calvin whispered, "If you catch him in a tiger trap using a tuna sandwich as bait he will turn into a real tiger."
Francis gasped in delighted awe. Calvin continued, "Not only that he will be your best friend forever."
"Wow! Thanks grandpa!" Francis said, hugging his grandpa tightly again.
"Francis! We need to go now!" Calvin's daughter called.
"Okay!" Francis shouted back.
"Take good care of him." Calvin said.
"I will." Francis said before running off after the rest of the family.
Calvin laid on his back and stared at the ceiling. The time to go was close. He could feel it in his soul. Calvin tried to remember a quote he read in a book once. It said something about death being the next great adventure or something like that. He eyelids grew heavy and his breathing slowed. As he went deeper into his final sleep he heard Hobbes, as if he was right next to him at his bedside. "I'll take care of him, Calvin..."
Calvin took his first step toward one more adventure and breathed his last with a grin on his face.
Credits: samuraitiger19 - from reddit
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