I'm disappointed with Prayer and Meditaion. No help there, No ideas, No guidance... nothing.

One of the steps in Alcoholics Anonymous is to ask for help from a Higher Power. Guidance as to how to live life... Well, I tried that... Total Failure. No contact with God...

The only help I have gotten is from the people I've met. The fundamental concept of associating with people that do not drink and having fun with them is valid. Met my second wife at AA.