I'm Going on a Hunger Strike Today. 2/14/2023 I Will Not Eat Until We Attain Whirled Peas... OR...

or My Colonoscopy is Complete... at 3 PM on 2/16.

This is going to be a Strange Experience as I'll be Fasting for 48 Hours... and I've never Gone More than a Day without Food... Mainly because I'm a "Mighty Hunter"and I Make it a Priority to Get Fed... 

Even when I was Homeless and Penniless in Chico, I was able to find the Jesus Center where they Give away Free Food Twice a Day... I enjoyed dining there because they served GREAT Food and I Got to Socialize With a Lot of Other People Just Like Me! After Dinner, Many of Us Would Ease on Down the Road to an AA Meeting where they Served FREE COFFEE and Often Cookies... Excellent!

another Excellent Dining Facility was "Food Not Bombs" - They Served in Train Depot Park... Across the Tracks from the Train Depot... 

I remember that a Friend of Mine Decided to FAST until he Met GOD... Seems like an Absurd Quest BUT... After a Couple of Days he Started Behaving Really Weird... and I Avoided Contact... When I Saw him Coming I just Walked Away Quickly... anyway... I do not think he Found GOD because a Couple of Weeks Later he started coming to AA Meetings again and NO ONE EVER MENTIONED HIS QUEST... We Were ALL Just Glad That He Had Stopped Behaving Crazy. 

The Jesus Center is a non-profit organization founded in God’s love.

In response to the complexity of homelessness, hunger and poverty, we work with our community to offer respite, restoration and lasting transformation to God’s children.

https://www.jesuscenter.org/

I just had my Last Meal... on 2/14 at 11AM... Just Like a Condemned man awaiting the Electric Chair... I was served My Favorite Lunch: Cheeseburger with Fried Onions, French Fries and Apple Juice...

I Used to Prefer Coca-Cola but Gave that up Years Ago... Pre-Diabetes makes me want to Eat a LOW SUGAR Diet...

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 It's 3:16 PM and Officially I'm Fasting... Watching the TV Show "Mysteries of the Abandoned" - Rerun after Rerun after Rerun... Excellent... 

I've Drunk Two Mira Lax Packets and Takes Zero Dumps... It's Supposed to Make You take a dump... but NO Action... Here Goes Packet #3... I'm supposed to take EIGHT before NOON Tomorrow. 

I've collected some Self Hypnosis Trance Music Videos to Pass the Time... Here they Are: 

https://gvan42.blogspot.com/2023/01/spread-love-worldwide.html 

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Today in the News... I just saw Neil Disgrace Tyson on MSNBC Pretending that We Do Not Have MANY VERIFIED FILMS OF UFOs... 

WHY ARE THERE NO PHOTOS OF THE LATEST THREE UFOs? Were the Airplane Cameras TURNED OFF??? 

This is what a REAL UFO Looks Like... 

US Government says they were "Balloons" just like they said about ROSWELL... 

Ari Melber Interview Failure... Did Not Ask the OBVIOUS QUESTION when Neil told a Blatant Lie...  https://gvan42.blogspot.com/2023/02/ufo-alaska-shot-down.html

In other News: Apparently Mother Nature Has Decided that EIGHT BILLION People are JUST TOO DAMN MANY... Witness the Turkey EarthQuake with 41,000 People Dead... Covid-19, War, Mass Shootings and Fentanyl... It's Obvious that Reducing the Population of Planet Earth is a High Priority... 

On the Other Hand: I fell asleep during the Third Quarter of the Super Duper Bowl. Too Damn Boring... I was hoping to see some Interesting Advertisements... Nope... I also wanted to See the Singer that All the Kids Love... Rihanna... She was OK, but Not That Interesting... Odd Costumes with Hundreds of Black Men Doing the Exact Same Dance... WHY? I Did Like that She Angered tRUMP with her Graffiti Car Photo. Excellent!

Rihanna Graffiti Car - uckFay umpTRay

I Don't Own a Car and I Take LYFT if I Need to Go to the Doctor... I never Go Anywhere Else... Except for Walking Around the Neighborhood... The Last LYFT Ride was in a New Car With a Giant Sunroof. Wonderful. And the Driver was Playing Techno-Pop on the Radio... Endless Drum Machine, Bass, Synthesizer - Reminded me of Playing Music in the 1980s when the Price of a Synthesizer went below $1,000 and We Could Afford to Buy Them...

I would go out into the World Except There is Nowhere I Want to Go... Except the POOL... This Summer I'll Go There... 

Speaking of Pools... After this Colonoscopy is Over I'm going to Seriously Look for a Place to Live in Chico, CA... If I Had a Bicycle, I could go Swim at One Mile... and I Could Attend Dances in the Park... and Go to AA Meetings... "Mom's" was a Great Meeting but So was "Central" and The Sunday Meeting at the Campfire Council Ring was EPIC.  I might get a Tricycle... Upper Park is Excellent! 

https://www.caring.com/senior-living/independent-living/california/chico

I would prefer to have a Care Giver Cook Meals, Shop for Food, Do Laundry, Take out the Trash and All the Gardening... Leaving Me with ZERO TASKS... 

https://www.caring.com/local/search?utf8=%E2%9C%93&type=assisted-living&location=Chico%2C+CA

I have given up on Moving to Arcata, CA... The College has enrolled WAY more Students Than there are Places to Live... SO, That Location is Impossible... While it's an Excellent Place... It's Sold Out... 

Of Course, I could just stay here... I spend all my time PLUGGED IN to the Internet or Watching TV or BOTH at the Same Time... It's Almost Like THE MATRIX... With my Body on Life Support (Care Givers Do All Tasks, and Wake me Up for Meals) My Mind is Free to Wander... and I Write a LOT... Strangely, I Have not Written any Songs in a Year... I Guess That's One of the Symptoms of Old Age... I'm 68... I do not Smoke Marijuana, Drink Alcohol or Eat Psychedelics and So THAT FOUNTAIN of Creativity has been Shut Off... 

I just Learned that The White Album by the Beatles was Written in India with The Maharishi... SO... There is another FOUNTAIN of Creativity available thru Meditation... and I'm Exploring THAT Realm...

Here's what I Do... I say words while Deep Breathing... Sometimes I say the Words Out Loud but Mostly I Repeat them Silently... 

[Inhale] God [Exhale],

[Inhale] God [Exhale],

[Inhale] Heal Me [Exhale],

Repeat...

[Inhale] My Mind [Exhale],

[Inhale] Is Completely Relaxed [Exhale],

[Inhale] My Body [Exhale],

[Inhale] Is Completely Relaxed [Exhale],

[Inhale] and I'm Going Deeper [Exhale],

[Inhale] and Deeper [Exhale],

[Inhale] Into a Hypnotic Trance [Exhale]

Repeat... 

Many People Chant Words in Sanskrit but That seems Weird to me... I Don't Speak Indian Languages so Why Would I Chant Them?

I just learned that RAM DASS is the Name of One of Gandhi's Sons... Evidently it's a Common Name in  India... Like John Johnson is in America... 

So Dr. Richard Alpert Went to India and Changed his Name... Seems Contrived to me... I'm Gregory Vanderlaan and if I Attain True Enlightenment I don't think that Changing my name will be a High Priority... Attaining Whirled Peas is More Important!

Time has Passed: It is Now 5:15 AM on 2/15/2023.

So far I Feel Good. I'm NOT Hungry... I Guess That's Because I've been Drinking Miralax - and That Fills Up My Stomach... I Made FIVE Mixtures of Miralax with 16 Ounces of Water... 

SO FAR, No Bowel Movements at All... Today I will Drink another FIVE Miralax Mixtures Before 3 PM. and at 6PM I'll drink Half of the PLENVU... 

I Hope this Prep Actually Cleans my Colon... However, No Matter What... This is the Last Time I'll Ever Do This. I'll Just be Happy With The Mystery... "Do I Have Colon Cancer or Do I Not?"

I wonder if this Entire Procedure is a Marketing Trick to Sell a Miracle Cure... I Question WHY The Doctor Failed to Prescribe a Prep That Actually Worked Last Time... Could it Be That he Wants to GET PAID for Performing TWO Colonoscopies?  

Is all of this a FLIM FLAM? 

If I Get Results This Time... I'll ask for a Second Opinion Before Agreeing to Treatment... 

The Last time I Had a Colonoscopy, in 2000, I don't Recall doing all this Prep... But Maybe I Did Do It... That was 22 Years Ago... I'm Glad that I've Resisted the Peer Pressure for Having a Colonoscopy All This Time... I've been Living with a Mystery and Been Happy... To Quote Nancy Reagan: "Just Say No... to Colonoscopy!" - A Racket... Some People DO DIE of Colon Cancer BUT... "It's Always Something!"

It's 6:13 AM on 2/15 and I'm allowed to Drink Coffee and Take Most of my Morning Pills... So I'm Reading my Email and The Newspaper... I Always Read Google News... It's Especially Good because they Publish Articles that are Likely to Interest ME... and After Gathering data on ME since the Late 1990s they have a Pretty Good Idea of What I Like... WITH THE EXCEPTION of Stories about the Kardashians... I Keep on telling Google to show "Fewer Stories Like This"and that keeps my News Feed Kardashian Free for a Month but then... I'm served at Least Four articles about them... 

and Liz Merry Asks: QOTD - Valentine Edition: What is your favorite love song and why? (Thank you, Donna!) NPP

and I replied... 

Sugar Magnolia - It Reminds me of Dancing with my Wife at Grateful Dead Concerts... and Every word is true... Especially the Lyric "She Takes the Wheel when I'm Seeing Double." because on a Occasion I had taken Too Much Drugs and Alcohol and it was Unsafe for me to drive home... 

https://youtu.be/D4nWLCAOJMo

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It's 11:04 AM 2/15 - I've Spent Hours Creating Buttons, T-Shirts and Bumper Stickers for my Zazzle Store...

NIKKI HALEY POTUS - BUTTONS, T-Shirts and Bumper Stickers For Sale on Zazzle Gregvan - She's better than any OTHER Republican't Candidate...

For Example: #ArrestTrump or Governor Ron Death Santa... Both of them are INSANE... Time has come for a GENERATION CHANGE... Throw OUT the Old White Men! Biden TOO!

LINK to Buy a Button:

https://www.zazzle.com/collections/freedom_quest-119204000752398281

Or a Bumper Sticker!

https://www.zazzle.com/nikki_haley_potus_2024_bumper_sticker-256496447788155793

T-SHIRT for Sale!

https://www.zazzle.com/nikki_haley_potus_2024_t_shirt-256280441169347825

Plenty of room on this Shirt for White Letters... Write your own slogan below the Flag... Like: Throw the Old White Men OUT! or.. Time for a New Generation. or WhatEver! 

11:47 AM 2/15

Watching a Documentary Movie: Whale Wisdom.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LLHbY_1HpYI

4:21 PM 2/15 

I have not Experienced Hunger... 

That's Surprising... 

I Suppose That's Because I Drank EIGHT Glasses of MiraLax... 

My Brother is Coming Over Soon... He'll be Driving Me to and From the Colonoscopy... 

6:00 PM Brother Visit done... and I Drank the Entire First Dose of Real Colonoscopy Juice... PLENVU...

I'll do the last Half at 9 AM Tomorrow. 

I'm watching Simpsons Reruns!

6:35 PM - Success. I had a Bowel Movement. 

7 AM 2/16 - I tested my Blood Sugar this Morning and the Number was 100... I've been Getting Readings of 130-140 every Day... SO... This NOT Eating makes a Difference!

10:52 AM 2/16 - Everything Going Well...  and We Plan to go to an Excellent Mexican Restaurant in Folsom after the Procedure is Over... 

 
TO BE CONTINUED...

7:45 on 2/17/2023

Procedure was a Total Failure... Prep Failed to Clean out Colon... 

We Will NOT Be Doing Another Colonoscopy in the Immediate Future as THAT FAILS... 

as an alternative I'll be Having a CAT SCAN instead. If that Shows Large Polyps, Then there will be another Attempt at a Colonoscopy to Remove Polyps... 

WE SHALL SEE... 

TO BE CONTINUED...

Never Forget! Three Days That the USA Was Attacked By Enemies... January 6th, December 7th and September 11th...

I Have Come to Believe Most of the "Official Story" of 9/11.


I believe that Saudi Arabians, Lead by Osama bin Laden, Hijacked Airplanes and Flew them into the World Trade Center in New York City. About 3,000 American Died on that Day... and About 6,000 Americans Died in the Crazy Wars that George Bush the Son Started in Response to 9/11... OOPS!


Obviously, He Blew Up the Wrong Countries. We Now Know that Iraq had NO Weapons of Mass Destruction, They had NO Ties to Al-Qaeda and Nothing at all to Do with 9/11... That was a Saudi Operation... However, since we are Enslaved to Saudi OIL, He Couldn't Attack our Masters... so he selected Countries that he was SURE would Not Fight back too strongly...






And then George Bush the Son Failed to FIND Osama bin Laden... Mighty Strange... They Were both Investors in the Carlyle Group (an Oil Investment Club) ... Maybe George was FAILING INTENTIONALLY to Protect a Fellow Oil Man...


And then, President Obama Found Osama and Had The Navy Seals Kill Him... and... Osama has NOT Caused any Trouble Since He's BEEN DEAD.


Joe Biden Ended the War in Afghanistan Because NO ONE Could Explain Why We Were There!


Speaking of the "Official Story" --- Some truly Strange Events DID Happen... World Trade Center BUILDING SEVEN Fell Down. No Airplane Hit that Building... Its Collapse Looked like a Controlled Demolition... It takes about a Week to set all the Charges to make a Controlled Demolition Happen... so they would have had to Start Wiring that Building on Sept 4th... Were they TIPPED OFF That an Attack was Coming on September 11th?


Another Unsolved Mystery:



All Photographs of an Airplane at the Pentagon on 9/11/2001 Have Been Deleted. Apparently, The FBI, The US Military, Google, Bing and DuckDuckGo Have ALL Conspired to Remove All Photographs from the Internet... Worldwide...

LOOK FOR YOURSELF! Is This A Deep State Conspiracy? WHY Are They Hiding The Pictures? WHY Are They Hiding The Truth?





Google Put a Lot of Effort to Scrub the Web of All Photographs of an Airplane... So there would be NO EVIDENCE That the "Official Story" is True... WHY? Who Benefits? What is the Advantage of Billions of People Realizing that We Have Been Lied to By The US Government?






Try a IMAGE SEARCH on Duck Duck Go... SEE? The "Deep State" has Corrupted The Libertarian Alternative to Google... Everyone, Everywhere is Conspiring to SUPPRESS ALL PHOTOGRAPHS of The Truth! "They" Don't Want You to Know That Saudi Arabians Hijacked An Airplane and Flew it Into the Pentagon on 9/11... WHY???

Try it for Yourself! Type the Three Words airplane Pentagon 9/11 into any Image Search Engine... They are ALL Corrupt!





FBI Vault Photo - Shiny (Not Burnt at All) Airplane Parts at Pentagon on 9/11 - This is Supposedly "Proof" That an Airplane Was Really There??? BOGUS! There ARE Photographs of a Giant Ball of Fire... How Did This Part Escape UNBURNED?



https://vault.fbi.gov/9-11-attacks-investigation-and-related-materials/9-11-images




SE Said on FaceBorg:

Right-wingers are constantly screaming that there are just as many extremists on the left as there are on the right, and they love to say that the left is just as corrupt as the right. I see absolutely no evidence of any of this, and they can never provide any evidence of these accusations. Both parties are NOT the same, not even close. There is a huge difference between supporting a coup to overturn an election and supporting Medicare for all. There is a huge difference between thinking all student loans should be forgiven and believing that lizard people are taking over the planet. I'm sorry, but none of this craziness is happening on the left. Nobody can ever provide an example of anything coming from the left which even comes close to the insanity coming from the right. Both sides are NOT the same. Maybe they were the same at some point, but now the right has completely gone off the rails.

VKK Replied:

The only major extremism I ever see coming from the left are the hard-core SJWs. Not gonna lie I laughed out loud at the lizard people.

SE Replied:

It is totally laughable, but they actually believe it. I agree about the hardcore SJWs, but at least they're living in reality. Extremists on the right have completely gone off the deep end.




When did you stop being an SJW and why?

https://www.quora.com/When-did-you-stop-being-an-SJW-and-why


Oh boy, this is going to be a LONG one because I need to get it off my chest. But it boils down to this: SJW bullcrap almost ruined every single one of my human relationships and wrecked my mental health. My fiancé (with the patience of a saint) helped me see reason again.

Alright, let’s preface this: I’m an artist, mentally unwell and a bisexual woman and definitely the optimistic chronically people pleasing dreamer type - terribly predisposed to getting swept away into shit like this. I'm not stupid, just REALLY sensitive. To a point where my brain's computing power doesn't always matter because my heart does all the thinking. So yeah, I guess in a way I AM a bit dense.

I started waking up to the reality of things when my fiancé got fed up with what I put him through for years and little by little started challenging these ideas and opinions of mine. It didn't take long for it to sink in that they weren't truly my opinions, but someone else's words shoved into my mouth. Another's slogans spat out with the force of my own anger and festering bitterness. That set off the first alarm bell.

Like a lot of people, I fell into it in my early 20s and on tumblr. At an angry age, on a platform full of other angry kids and twentysomethings who constantly validate each other’s stupid ideas and are scared to talk about what REALLY goes on in their heads. You know, the worst sort of an echo chamber. When you're young and stupid you're too young and stupid to understand you're young and stupid. Long story short I shared some thoughts with the SJWs and before I knew it I'd internalised ALL of it, hook line and sinker.

All that came out of my mouth was slogans and feelings spoken as truths. "LGBT+ people are terribly oppressed!!!! homophobia is EVERYWHERE!!!!!" was just my code for "I haven't accepted myself as I am, I feel like an outsider and was bullied for it a long time ago" for example. I externalised my feelings as an individual and thought that what I experienced MUST HAVE been the way every gay person felt. Because misery loves company. And that's precisely what the ideology is about.

I didn't notice when personal became political.
I didn't see how this bs ideology and how I went off on angry rants hurt my relationships to the people I'm actually supposed to care for. Instead of calling my parents I screamed for hours on social media about shit that’s none of my business. Instead of standing up for myself and my friends I stood up for strangers. Instead of enjoying a movie with my fiance I now criticised and nitpicked everything about it and felt threatened by him for no reason other than he's a straight white man. I didn't notice how scared I was to draw anything even remotely problematic in years and that the panic and self-censorship had entirely killed my creative drive which has been one of my core character traits since early childhood. What little I drew or wrote no longer came from heart but was a checklist to fill. I wasn't painting my own feelings and telling my own stories but trying to please others and feed the propaganda factory. There was no soul in anything I did, and back then I didn't understand why. I avoided thinking about my own pain and self by thinking about people I had been told deserved my love and support more.

I had become angry, suspicious of everyone, my own family and friends included. I was controlling, cold and manipulative, constantly fed my anger by reading about all these things that were supposedly wrong in the world. I (ironically) lumped people into groups based on skin color and sexuality or whatever other characteristic, and assigned value to people based on traits they can't control. By the SJW logic in me, a rich black woman was more "oppressed" and less fortunate than a homeless white man - which I find morally revolting in retrospect. I was suddenly scared of straight people, even though I haven't gotten a single mean word for being gay since the beginning of high school. My old traumas related to men resurfaced and I fed them and opened up about them to strangers on the internet instead of my psych team (who I considered a bunch of "ableist assholes who wanted to change me because they hate mentally ill people"... the leaps in logic were truly legendary). Essentially, the stuff fueled my PTSD, paranoia and psychotic depression.

I felt threatened, I felt powerless and weak, like the underdog. I was convinced everyone was against me, everyone except this new ideological group that gave me a sense of belonging even though I had never met these fucking people.
Then... It just hit me that this is how they want me to be. They WANT me to be weak, oppressed and powerless. See this was the logic: "If I'm a victim I have a "right" to beat "back" anyone who's mean to me." Of course this spoke to that bitterness and sense of not belonging I had always had lurking deep within me. But keeping you down is not something that people who care about your wellbeing do. This was another big red flag and a pivotal point in shifting my thinking. No person who loved me has ever said “You can’t do that because you’re x”, but these people sure love to do it.

Then, if you renounce your victim status they see it as a betrayal. If you, as a woman/gay/whatever, say that in fact you're doing just fine and nothing can really stop you from living your dream life... That takes away their excuse to be miserable and mean.

There's no empowerment to be found in grasping onto victimhood. You just turn into one miserable mean shithead among all the rest.

Ever since I realised that, my life has changed a lot since. All for the better.

Now I prioritise my work and being authentic. I keep my internet time to a minimum (in the end, I don't use it for much else than work and memes anyway), and try to shower the care, worry and empathy to my friends and family instead of strangers on the other side of the fucking globe. Instead of wallowing in how society is supposedly holding me back, I work and am doing well. I learned to trust my psych nurse doctor and therapist and believe that recovery is, in fact, a good thing and not an ableist conspiracy. Instead of telling myself I can't do x because I'm y I just... fucking do it. I draw messed up horror and weird erotica. I write the cheesiest romance I can possibly come up with and don't for a second think "oh I should probably add a black person here even though the story is set in iron age Ireland and doing that would totally not just be crude and offensive virtue signaling". I don't feel bad about myself (except for having been a stereotypical nightmare SJW) or the things I create, I'm having fun. I've been taking commissions for the first time ever for the past two years now, and I've done a LOT of portraits and a couple of book covers and some fun erotic pieces. At first I was worried not jumping through all the hoops of political correctness as an artist and sacrificing my creative integrity would repel customers but I quickly realised... I really don't want to make art for people who expect that anyway. My work is literally not for them.
I watch "problematic" old movies with my fiance. I laugh at shit that would've made me cry and rage just a handful of years back. I enjoy the shows and books I did as a kid and no longer feel like I have to let go of a thing that makes me happy just because it's "problematic". I work on my health instead of desperately trying to convince myself I'm happy with being obese and in constant joint pain (20 pounds down!) and that others are just being mean to me. I'm kind and polite to people I meet regardless of what they look like, and judge them by their actions and how they treat others. I give respect where respect is due and don't trust a single raging lunatic who tries to forcefully shove their opinions down my throat. I know that in the end they don't have my best interests at heart. They're trying to pull me into a deeper grave instead of letting me pull them up.

I know there's a lot of good, kind hearted people there and a LOT of good intentions. It's insanely easy to renounce responsibility and to blame the world for your misfortune, hell, it's natural for us humans to look for someone to blame when we feel something's wrong. Thing is, I can't blame an entire group of people for trauma that a handful of bullies and abusers with personal problems caused.

Every day I thank my lucky stars I'm marrying the man who had the courage to face that fucking beast. The one that stuck beside me all through that - I'm not sure I could have done so myself. I don't know how to thank him enough for how gentle and wise he is, or how to get across just how much I love and appreciate the fact that he cared enough to talk me out of it instead of just leaving.

US Army VX Nerve Gas Accident Killed 6,249 Sheep near Dugway Proving Ground in Utah. Rancher Paid $376,685 for His Loss. [US History They Don't Teach in School]

The Dugway sheep incident of March 1968 made visible the military’s covert attempts to test and stockpile millions of dollars worth of chemical weapons...

https://www.smithsonianmag.com/history/how-death-6000-sheep-spurred-american-debate-chemical-weapons-cold-war-180968717/

As more sheep sickened and died, spokespeople for the Dugway facility denied testing any weapons in the days before the die-off. But on March 21, U.S. Senator Frank Moss, a Democrat representing Utah, released a Pentagon document that proved otherwise: On March 13, the day before Sherriff Gilette came across the macabre scene, a high-speed jet had sprayed 320 gallons of nerve gas VX across the Dugway grounds in a weapons test. The odorless, tasteless chemical is so deadly that less than 10 milligrams is enough to kill a human by asphyxiation, via paralysis of the respiratory muscles.

Although the Army never released a full, detailed report, they paid $376,685 to rancher Alvin Hatch, whose sheep accounted for 90 percent of those afflicted. The military also lent bulldozers for the mass burial of the dead sheep, and initiated a review of the safety protocol at Dugway.

After World War I, in which every major power deployed chemical weapons—resulting in 1 million casualties and more than 90,000 deaths

Western nations signed the 1925 Geneva Protocol. The agreement prohibited the use of chemical and biological weapons, and for a time it seemed as if it would be obeyed.

But the United States never signed the agreement. Between 1961 and 1969 alone, the U.S. military spent $2 billion on its chemical weapons stockpile, writes science historian Simone Müller in Historical Social Research. Over that same period, the military dumped hundreds of thousands of tons of old chemical weapons directly into the ocean, without bothering to keep records of precisely where or how many weapons were disposed of. The military also discovered multiple instances of chemicals leaking out of their containers, including 21,000 leaky bomb clusters discovered in the Rocky Mountain Arsenal in Denver.

Yet the American public was almost entirely unaware of any of the stockpiles, or the danger of testing, storing and transporting them.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dugway_Proving_Ground

There were at least 1,100 other chemical tests at Dugway during the time period of the Dugway sheep incident (see below). In total, almost 500,000 lb (230,000 kg) of nerve agent were dispersed during open-air tests.[15] There were also tests at Dugway involving other weapons of mass destruction, including 328 open-air tests of biological weapons, 74 dirty bomb tests, and eight furnace heatings of nuclear material under open-air conditions to simulate the dispersal of fallout in the case of meltdown of aeronautic nuclear reactors.[15]

In March 1968, 6,249 sheep died in Skull Valley, an area nearly thirty miles from Dugway's testing sites. When examined, the sheep were found to have been poisoned by an organophosphate chemical. The sickening of the sheep, known as the Dugway sheep incident, coincided with several open-air tests of the nerve agent VX at Dugway. Local attention focused on the Army, which initially denied that VX had caused the deaths, instead blaming the local use of organophosphate pesticides on crops. Necropsies conducted on the dead sheep later definitively identified the presence of VX. The Army never admitted liability, but did pay the ranchers for their losses. On the official record, the claim was for 4,372 "disabled" sheep, of which about 2,150 were either killed outright by the VX exposure or were so critically injured that they needed to be euthanized on-site by veterinarians. Another 1,877 sheep were "temporarily" injured, or showed no signs of injury but ultimately were not marketable due to their potential exposure. All of the exposed sheep that survived the initial exposure were eventually euthanized by the ranchers, since even the potential for exposure had rendered the sheep permanently unsalable for either meat or wool.

The incident, coinciding with the birth of the environmental movement and anti-Vietnam War protests, created an uproar in Utah and the international community.^[17] The incident also starkly underscored the inherent unpredictability of air-dispersal of chemical warfare agents, as well as the extreme lethality of next-generation persistent nerve agents at even extremely low concentrations.

Project Bluebook, Majestic 12 and the Super Top Secret Mueller Report... Three Classic Government Coverups... THE TRUTH WILL SET YOU FREE. That's the CIA Slogan...

While We Have Learned What Really Happened with Project MKULTRA, The Kennedy Assassination, 9/11 and The Pentagon Papers... Robert Mueller's Super Top Secret Report on Trump/Russia 2016 Election is the Most Highly Classified Document of All Time... #ReleaseTheReport

We Still Have Not Heard the Real Tape Recording of the Trump/Ukraine Phone Call... WHY are they Still Hiding That? 

One thing we DO KNOW about the 2016 Presidential Election is HILLARY GOT MORE VOTES... The American People Decided that SINCE TRUMP Was an Obvious Disaster, We the People REJECTED HIM using the Ballot Box...

Friendly Alien Waving at You... 

Free Coloring Book Art by gvan42

Justices block release of secret Mueller grand jury materials. 

Posted Wed, May 20th, 2020

https://www.scotusblog.com/2020/05/justices-block-release-of-secret-mueller-grand-jury-materials/

Today the Supreme Court blocked the disclosure to the House Judiciary Committee of grand jury materials from the investigation by Special Counsel Robert Mueller. The Department of Justice had asked the court 13 days ago to put the release of the materials on hold while it appeals a ruling by the U.S. Court of Appeals for the District of Columbia Circuit that would require it to provide portions of the Mueller report that had been redacted, along with grand jury transcripts and materials that had been kept secret. 

Crop Circles - Many are Clearly NOT Made By People - Look At These Photos

 

This One is So Complex That I Doubt That I Could Draw It 

With Pens and Pencils on a Piece of Paper... 

and I'm a Professional Draftsman...

And... Somehow This Was Done in a FIELD... Amazing!

Crop Circle Obviously Made By Humans - BUT IT'S GREAT!

Crop Circle in England and a Rock in New Mexico

WITH THE SAME PATTERN

This One Looks Like a Person Made It...

Very HUMAN Emotions In The Design

Clearly a BIRD Done in Native Style... 

IS tRUMP'S CORONAVIRUS A FAKE? IS HE LYING? Is It a Distraction to Keep Us From Noticing What's Really Going On? HERE'S THE CENSORED NEWS TV IS NOT SHOWING...

Revelation of vast 'consulting fees' threatens damage for Ivanka Trump... First daughter apparently took almost $750,000 from the Trump Organization while she was simultaneously an employee... 

https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2020/oct/02/ivanka-trump-donald-trump-tax-affairs 

Investigate #IvankaGate

Fraud, Corruption, Theft, Prison, #LockHerUp

Judge Orders Eric Trump to Testify in N.Y. Fraud Inquiry... The president’s son had said he would not give a sworn deposition to the New York attorney general until after the election, but a state judge said he must cooperate sooner.

https://www.nytimes.com/2020/09/23/nyregion/eric-trump-investigation-election.html

Fraud Alert: Local, county, state officials issue warning... "Official" Trump Websites are Frequently Scams Trying to Steal Your Credit Card Numbers... BEWARE... Remember Steve Bannon's Build the Wall Fraud? Millions of Dollars Stolen from Gullible Trump Voters...  

https://www.thechronicleonline.com/news/fraud-alert-local-county-state-officials-issue-warning/article_d976e330-045f-11eb-a333-f3748450e74e.html

Health officials urge people who attended Trump rally to get tested for coronavirus... 

https://www.wral.com/coronavirus/health-officials-urge-people-who-attended-trump-rally-to-get-tested-for-coronavirus/19317575/

and Mike Schwartz Said:

Lots of speculation that Trump is faking Covid for some reason. Of course his pathological lying causes suspicion of anything he says but I suspect that the explanation for the silence coming from the White House is much easier to explain. In a work environment where NOT wearing a mask is practically a requirement Covid is now rampant in both the White House and among his donors, Republicans in Congress and any one else that has come into contact with anyone near them. The truth he wants to hide may be the majority of the executive branch, Republicans in congress, and his campaign staff are under quarantine and unable to do their job. Some may already in the hospital with him. Just a guess.

and Zack M Said:

Not that I ever anticipated on Trump getting convicted or dying in office, but I knew that the Democrats wouldn’t dare to impeach him for his real crimes and they would rely on Russiagate or something like that. However, I never ruled out the scenario of a Mike Pence Presidency. Corporate liberal media has not only spread the propaganda that any Democrat is better than Trump, but apparently any reactionary Republican is better than Trump too. The consciousness has apparently become so blinded by Trump, which has unfortunately ruled out every other scenario. I’m not saying that Trump being out of a picture would stick a dagger in the far right vacuum, but just like Bernie Sanders bending the knee for the establishment can’t kill a socialist movement, the absence of one person can’t kill a movement on the far right.